Yoga and Other Things

So some things have changed since my last post. Things are still stressful  but they are getting better, my husband and I went for a walk last week and decided what we were going to about trying to get things under control financially and with the stupid ass roomate. After much talk and gentle persuasion on my part, we agreed to evict our roomate and later discovered that he was costing us more than his rent was. So as of December first our roomate will be out. That in itself has been extremely stress relieving, almost instantly my husband and I were wrestling around again and it was soooooo good to hear his laugh again, I almost forgot what it sounded like. The money is always nice but you can't put a price on a roomate that is SERIOUSLY fiancially draining you. So that has been a postivie twist!

I have also started to get back into my Yoga again. I missed it so much and I didn't realize how much until I started doing the weird bends and realizing that I'm not 19 anymore really hit hard. I missed how bendy I was (mind you I could still do almost all the poses as I could before) and well honestly in shape. I have been trying hard not to really hate myself lately because I have really put on some weight and I hate it that when I walk I can feel the belly bounce and when I wore some really kick ass black high heels yesterday I felt like I was putting everyone in a hypnotic sense because how much my chest was moving all over the place. Today I feel like I should have tuba behind me warning everyone of a wide load coming through. This video explains it perfectly:

http://youtu.be/d0aIqx1McVI


So I have decided that I am going to get full fledged back into my Yoga and maybe eventually become an instructor that I had thought about before. I know that Yoga is not cardiovascular and is not technically a "workout" but I love to do it (except when you get choked by your breasts because you are doing forward bends, that sucks). I am NOT running though, I hate hate hate hate hate hate  hate hate hate running. I understand that some people love to do it, those people are what I like to call "crazy", or "loopy". I've done the whole running/gym thing and honestly not a fan and don't intend to ever do it again. I eventually want to do Yoga for an hour everyday as I have done before in the past, I don't know how easy that is going to be to do with how busy we are but I will try. I find that Yoga also helps me to relax, no wait it FORCES me to relax and it makes me concentrate on what I am doing not what is going on. The warrior pose is my favorite pose, it's invigorating and really forces you mentally to concentrate, perhaps I have really have had a passion all along. Maybe it took me to leave it for six years for me to realize how much it helped me mentally and made me happier to be around. I plan to get into a Yoga dieting as well and really make it part of my everyday life, and I hope that with that make me loose so much needed weight.

Spontaneous Road Trip

So today was AMAZING!! One of our friends abducted us today to take us on a road trip to the Crowsnest Pass just to get out of town. It was so awesome, we took soooo many pictures and had a blast!! It was so nice to get out of town to relax and get away from it all, we were all happy until on the way home when we all got really tired!!



This picture is me fiddling with the settings on my phone and with the beautiful waterfall behind me!!





This is my husband beside the waterfall posing for me!! My model!!




And lastly nice close up of my hubby.


I am so happy that we did this because it was such a nice breather and it made us want to go out and party!!! We didn't party, but it did end up with a nice apple pie desert!!!

Trying to be Ready

So, the more I have been thinking the more that I have decided that this is good for me. By this I mean moving to a new city, as much as it does scare me and the fact that I may need to leave my kick ass job is scary but a person needs to do things that scare them. Moving scares me, but the comforting fact is now I get to do it with the love of my life. Our roommate is still driving us crazy, but my hubby and I have talked about him and we both agreed that we are going to try and not let him to get us as, because why let someone else ruin our lives?? So we went to the big city yesterday and we went shopping and I bought some kick ass candles from Bed Bath and Beyond and we bought my hubby a new leather jacket. Which of course I think my husband looks amazing in!!! It was nice to be around happy and optimistic people, instead of the life sucks and I am an idiot mentality.

I'm sorry that this post is so blah but I am soooo tired and I really wanted to post on here. It's nice to be back blogging but I wish that more was happening that I could blog about that isn't so depressing. I don't like writing about depressing things but I am doing this for me now, no longer for everyone else. So I need to find what I am passionate about and what makes burnt toast happy, no one else. How do you find what makes you happy?

I like fat cats *love!* So I posted a picture of my beloved fat cat!!!!