Hobby

So, i need a hobby. The associate director of the library wanted to talk to me today about a complaint that was received about me on Thursday from another coordinator. I felt so bad because I started to cry in her office because I really do not do well with being told that I screwed up. The poor girl didn't know what to do but told me that she wanted to tell me so that I could rectify it and find out what was going on and why I am always so tired. So I told her why, and how stressful everything was in my life right now. She asked if I had anyone who could help me and I said not really because all my good friends are not in here but in other cities and my parents have other things like their farm and my husband has been working stupid hours (18+ hours a day) and I just haven't had time to rest. After crying a little bit and I left her office I realize why I was so off on Thursday!! I was feeling so sick but because my coordinator was away and the staff really need a person that they can rely on and I can't call in a staff member to cover my shift because it was only two hours and we have to bring them in for a mimum of three. So, I decided to stay and deal with it, because I also knew that it wouldn't look well after just having a week off then leaving on day four "sick". So I feel so much better knowing why I was a little off that day, and I know that I need to go to bed earlier and do something when not a work that is active besides playing video games. That will help alleviate some of the stress that is happening in my life, I didn't realize that being active was so imporant to me until recently and just how much I need to have my mind engaged in something. It's annoying yes but otherwise (as you can tell) I think.