Another Post

Hi Again!

I figured that my last post was so boring because it was so close to the last one I decided to post another one.

Things have been going alot smoother now. I have removed my "friend" and the "girl" off of my facebook. I decided to change my attitude and decided that if they are going to put themselves first and remove themselves from my life then that is what I am going to do too. I was so sick of tired of calling my fiance crying because I was so stressed and tired of people walking out on me. So for my sanity they're off, and honestly.... IT'S FUCKING WONDERFUL!! I will always miss my "friend" but if he doesn't want anything to do with me or my life why should my life be put on hold? It's his loss not mine. I gave everything I could into the friendship and this is the second time that he almost walked out on my life. The first time was a cat that I adopted from a friend of his because they were moving and I knew no one was going to adopt a 10 yr old fat cat. So we took him under our wing, and then he got sick. We spent over $600 cdn in vet bills for this cat and we ended up having to put him down. My "friend" disagreed with this and thought we could have done more to help him. With the lifestyle that my fiance and I have is very sparatic and this cat would need shots three times a day every four hours. I'm sorry I know it is my responsibility to this animal but it was pissing on the floor destroying the carpet in the apartment and we just bought the house we are in now. It's not healthy for the cat or for us to be living in that smell, so we made the best choiec we could for us and him. I guess that shows someones true colours doesn't it?

But I'm concentrating on positive things instead of the negative. Like right now for instance.... I am writing my blog when I should be going to work. I am running late for work.... Meh.


RIP Cleo.