Money

We all have this problem with this insignificant thing in our lives. But lately it seems to be getting me down more and more. For instance my parents are paying for my money, we haven't put in a single cent towards it and I feel like shit. My house, my parents put the downpayment on the house so we could get out the shitty apartment we were currently residing. And lately we have been talking about going somewhere for our honeymoon but after looking at all of the places it is freaking expensive to travel!! It also has made an impact on my because everyone in my family (my two sisters and their husbands and my nephews and then my parents) all went to Hawaii together for two weeks; except myself and Drew. Ugh. I am in the same position as my sisters, I own my house, I have my career and I make decent money. The only difference is that I am currently supporting a student who is just getting his career started. Which is no fault of anyones, I am the minority in the world. But I feel that I should have the bank account of a 30 year old and hace the life style of one. But of course I am not in my 30's, I am in my mid 20's. There is a big difference between the two ages, and sadly I need to learn to deal with that. It's just so hard to look at everyone I work with and know they are all going to Hawaii and Mexico and beautiful places and I'm stuck here. I want to see the world, I want to travel I want to experience different things. Sadly though I feel older than what my age says and everyone keeps saying oh you're still so young yet. That may be the case but with my income I feel that I should not be in the financial situation that I am in.

I guess everyone at some point in their life goes through this, but I am going to eat a oatmeal cookie that was made for me last night and momentarily forget my money crisis and move on to my "I really shouldn't be eating this because I'm going to get fat" mindset.