Money

Hi............

Well I have decided for awhile now that I have a love hate relationship with the all might dollar. It is quite sad that our lives are completely run by something that in the big scheme of things really doesn't mean a damn thing. I mean how many families go hungry because the price tag says they can't eat. How many times have divorces happened because their needs are not met, it is so easy to loose sight of what is truly important because of a piece of paper.

Currently we are very short on cash and we are trying to juggle things. The wedding is a month away and we want to do so much! I would very much like to get my nails professionally done, we want a limo for the day to drive us around. Sadly, I just don't see this happening for us. Honestly I am okay with not having a limo or the nice nails if this would make our lives in June a lot easier to handle. Our honeymoon for instance really concerns me, I don't wanna do something lame like stay home for the week, or to the lake for the day. Sadly the almighty dollar dictates what we do or don't do and how much of it. I am disgusted that this is so, I want to be able to go and do something romantic with my husband without it totally screwing us! At this point in time I don't know if we can afford to do anything after the wedding because our bills are totally screwed up and we are going to have to pay late charges. My fiance is not working much because his boss is a alcoholic and keeps forgetting about him. So he is going to have to get a different job so we can afford all of our bills.

I guess one has to be positive about things, because it can't be bad forever. Things have to turn around sometimes......Right?