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So, last night my husband had to work 10 p.m. to 6:00 a.m. in Waterton at the Prince of Wales Hotel but he would have to leave at 4:30 to talk to the supervisor about what his duties were so we were out in Waterton at 6:00 and he had an hour long orientation while I waited in the car (oh joy). The best part was that I got to play with these terribly addicting magnets that are called Bucky Balls so I got to play with those for about an hour!!! After my husband was done his orientation we went and had supper at this restaurant, that charged us over $40.00 cdn for diner food.... Oh well that's what one gets for being in a tourist trap!!! After dinner my husband showed me the dorm that he would be staying in while doing security in Waterton, and omg what a shit hole! They make all of their staff have their individual rooms and at 10:00 they have a quiet policy, and they had them sign contracts to agree to be quiet and lots of rules. I couldn't believe the limitations of the staff!! But if you are handeling a five star hotel I guess the rules need to be...

Anyways because I miss my husband (he has been pulling about 13 hour days) I went to Waterton with him to keep him company. At about an hour into his shift he said I should go back to the dorms because he won't be able to sit for to long, so I went and played a video game called Black and White II it is awesome and went to bed.

You know after writing this post I decided I need a hobby, to do something different rather than living my life through where my husband works. He is so social and is so friendly and talkative to everyone, and I would much rather hide in a corner and pretend to be invisible. I know I would like to do something outdoors, I love being active in nature. So i think I would like to learn to kayak and maybe eventually do it Whitewater rafting style!!!! I know on our honeymoon we discussed doing something together so we could have something to talk about, because it's not healthy to be around each other constantly. But, I am sometimes so socially awkward I don't know what to say to new people!! We are going to over to some people's house on Tuesday night and I am going to visit with a girl I have met once before but I don't know what the deuce I am going to talk to her about!! I am actually very nervous about this because when I get nervous I get shy and then come off as a bitch!!! I really want to expand my friend base but I need to get over my awkwardness! GAH!